But 1st I should clarify my main reason for this blogging endeavor, that is if I can even stick to it... Mainly I need to write and express and create stuff for therapeutic reasons... I think of the mind as a kind of reservoir. Always receiving more information but at the same time trying to balance the input with the output... I'm talking about the output just like a floodgate on a damn on a reservoir...
For me I speaking more specifically to some hobbies of mine which I had forgotten were so important for me in the past in terms of their positive affects upon my mental and emotional state... These 'hobbies' are just additional valves, floodgates, overflow damns for the reservoir of thoughts and emotions in my mind... I just can't handle too much clutter in my brain I've concluded... So I need to do a better job and make a conscious effort to keep things flowing smoothly in the ol noggin...
I'm glad I've recently discovered this but at the same time it would have saved me so much mental grief and psychological anxiety if I had know this earlier in life... Long story short I think too much and if I don't do a good job of regulating some output, releasing some of the pressure from a flooding reservoir of thoughts and emotions I'll go crazy... and that's no exaggeration... seriously....
Well that's my main reason but it'll take me a while to warm up to the whole process so I'll revisit this at another time...
Moving on.... I'm in a fairly good mood tonight, just so you know...
- Florida nights are getting pretty freakn perfect
- My Fantasy Football team the Dope Fiends Anonymous finally got a win by 20+ points after back to back loses in the last two weeks by a grand total of 3 points... yes, much needed...
- And lastly... just cuz tonight seemed like a good night for a good mood... you know how that goes..
So that's it for now... short and sweet... but trust me I'll be back with some priceless gibberish full of wise words you'll want to share with your children's children.... no joke....
That's all world...
Sleep tight...
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